update.
Though 99% of you will probably think I’m disgusting, I’m feeling happy right now. I’ve been having a hard time getting in serious workouts now that I’ve started work/am at my grandmother’s. I haven’t missed many days, but I’ve only been running around 4 miles max and that’s just not enough for where I want to be with my goals.
Today, I woke up later than planned and thus got to the gym later than planned. I ran 3 miles and slid into work right on time. At lunch, I went back to the gym and ran 5 miles. Obviously I didn’t have time to shower so I just blow-dried my hair where it was wet (ugh I know I’m gross), washed my face, put on makeup and deodorant, and came back to work. Luckily, I can eat my lunch at my desk (I eat all day long). I already am getting a reputation for being a weirdly healthy eater, which is both flattering and annoying. I really wanted to buy a Six Pack Lunch Pack (look it up, yo…it’s so intense/awesome) so I could store all sorts of food, but it might not be necessary and I’m afraid of getting made fun of for it. I feel like an addict sneaking to the gym in the middle of the day, but what are you gonna do?
So I got in my 8 miles even if it wasn’t consecutive. It’s been 1 full week since I’ve done 6 Week 6 Pack and I’m feeling highly guilty about it. I’ll either do it tonight or save it for tomorrow. Let’s get back with this. I’ve done 28 days of it so far, and I really want to finish the remaining 14 days of it even if it takes me forever. I also want to start working on my arm strength again so I’ll have to mix in other videos. I just want to get this sucker over with. I’m also going to sign up for a half marathon as soon as I cash my check tomorrow. That way, it’s a must not a want to get my runs in.
In other news, I have temporarily banned myself from eating chocolate/most desserts. It’s not a forever thing, obviously, but I just can’t be responsible with it right now for whatever reason. As soon as I eat one tiny chocolate, I crave it so hard core and can’t have enough. Yesterday I had frozen yogurt, then came home and had two Weight Watcher ice cream cups and a sickening amount of banana bread. Not OK. I go off on crazy binges when I have even a taste of chocolate so I need to dial it back and cut it out for a while before I lose my mind. Like I said, I’m not looking to cut it out entirely from my life but I’m getting far too attached to it and definitely have been stress/emotionally eating it. No thank you.
